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F.i.N.A.L.S

2008-04-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

FINALLY... it is time for finals for the final year, final sem, final exam for my undergrad!!

After this.. graduated with Bachelor of Health Sciences Dietetics.. i think i have honours with this degree... well i m actually not so sure about the title of my degree until i gotta ready my resume!!

hahaha...4 years of studies but dunno about the title for Bachelor!! Blurcase right?? i m wondering who have this experience as well!!

N this finals, will determine the final CGPA for my whole 4 years of sacrification of beauty, sleep, youth, play, and life *u kno..living in sang-ka-la place !!! SO... I BETTA GET GOOD GRADES, or else.. i ll be so sorrie for myself !!!!

Nevertheless... achieving good grades isnt that easy!! OMG>>> it is so difficult..
First: I ve already worked so hard til this far
Second: SUddenly, i dunno if my brain have enuf capacity to save all the knowledge that i ve learned...or ... auto-deleted???
Third: Its like i need some aims or Ummpp for me to study.. just so no mood!! coz i dunno wat shud i study..if i start studying..it would be 4 years education to cover within days???!!!
FOurth: GOd, please help me k!! pray hard that everything i know how to answer as the answers needed by examiner!! n i ll be very alert to think on the time of exam!!

love with heart

2008-03-18T16:31:00.004+08:00

Girls are more stick to their boyfriends than guys sticking to their girlfriends...

HOW FAR IS THIS IS TRUE?? i seriously wonder...

frankly speaking .. i feel it might be true... girls feel with heart..love with heart.. act more with heart which makes most of the volunteers are women, teachers are women, caregivers are women..

have u ever seen an health care institute with more propertion of men?? or rather a man-nanny?? it would ended like the show "the pacifier" where men were protrait as unable to become a successful cargiver.. they are probably too cool.. selfish at times?? more carreer minded?? too rough?? because men talk with brain, act with mind and brain, love with mind not just heart, paktor with physical attraction-not heart... and the list goes on...

isnt it true?? even researchers shown that women are more emotional but caring with beautiful heart beneath beautiful eyes...

i ve a fren who told me that.. her bf got irritated when she pamperly asked for goodnite kiss..
actually in my opinion, the girl shudnt be so stupid asking for a kiss which doesnot worth her bf at all...
for that guy...juz a kissgood nite would not even take away 3 seconds of sleep.. ??

OPP vs CURRENT

2008-03-09T08:01:00.002+08:00

V WON . U LOST .

FINALLY, malaysian ARE SMART enough to choose .. i would say altho, v cannot do all the demonstrastions like many other countries.. V DO FIGHT for our own.. MALAYSIANS are NOT some1 to b bully..

this time, the result really something really so sososoosooso unexpected... even the more experienced people from BN lost it... to young new faces!! i think our citizen vote NOT FOR the FACES but for the GROUPS ... some faces from the OPP are well-known for doing nothing than the faces from BN!!! but still... nations are furious enough for all the things that the past government had done!! wasting our super duper-hard earn money on some projects which DID NOT + DO NOT + WILL NOT BENEFIT our nation!!! the very good example is -- sending someone to eat roti canai in the space!!!! and with the amount of money of BILLIONS ++ can save many human lives !! DONATIONS TO ANY NGOs / CHARITY is even worth!!

or if it is as what is claimed by the government , that it is something international business in between, why not sending of more to education and health research funds for our nations!! i m so sure RUssia's technology is very advanced!!!!!

would you be there

2008-02-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

Song Title: Would You Be There
Artiste: Redwan Ali

my current favourite song

If I were blue would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

Would you be there.. if i am away
would you stil think of me and wish that you could hold me now,
hold me now~ and would you die for me
would you run with me all the way Would you be there to save my soul tonight

Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away
would u be dere.. for me...

~~~~~~~~ love u ~~~~~~

True love vs love/like

2008-01-23T10:46:00.000+08:00

u kno he is the right 1.. u kno u love him.. but sumtimes, it isnt about love only ...

is love more important than happie life ??? that d questions that many keep on asking ...
1st option:
do u go choosing a guy who u love most n probly dun mind sacrificing sum part of ur life for him..putting him as ur first priority ... after all ..is it worth ??? tat is true love.. u knew it so well.. bcoz little things happen between u both, u mind. u care so muchie bout him tat it hurts. sometimes doin nth but juz spending time together, u get so happie..but when a little wrongs, u get so hurt ..

o ...2nd option:
go for a guy who u ve love him but not very deep.. and yet u both are so compatible in any sense o way. he understands u, n communication is 100% effective. life is alwiz smiling n laughing .. he could cure ur sadden heart..

what do u tink ????

happie new year

2008-01-06T10:40:00.000+08:00

new year, new life, new resolutions..new new new...etc

every1 shud b welcoming 2008 with smile happiness.. n at d beginning on tis year..every 1 makes new resolution --- i shud b happier... i muz keep fit.. i muz ve weight loss ... i muz be healthier.. probly some ll emphasize -- i muz b richer.. ..n so on..

but tink deeply..shudnt v b living our other daily life with those resolutions now n after, history of future.. MOST importantly present ...

like what Hits.fm has been quoting almost daily beginning of tis year.. never delay wat u wanna do today.. n keep ur resolutions everyday.. not delaying to nex year n nex..

thats it... do wat u suppose to do today..love urself n ppl around u ;)

idiotic MEN

2007-09-19T15:22:00.001+08:00

Long did I wrote in this blog..have been busy n lazy to blog..ideas kept coming in..but I m just so so lazy. I admit that I m busy but juz blog for few mins shudnt be a problem..i can even do that when I m eating my meals, rite??? So it is juz my excuses, I guess..

Today I cant stand ord!! I juz received a mail… forwarded 1 .. hope it is not true but six sense tell me it is true!!! * gals siz sense r alwiz rite!! N besides, I m aware that all these things happened frequently --- which are screwing up gals’ lives!!! I wanna make complaint!!!! NOW!!!

The story : A 17 year old gal, who gonna sit SPM this year!! She was so naïve, cheated by an elder young adult – guy!!! They knew each other from internet (that s d bad sides of internet if u dunno how 2 use it wisely).. n first date – dinner then movie then---- pub!!n she was drunk.. not!!! Of coz..her drink was drugged! N till she realized the next day..she woke up in hotel.. *I m sure u know at is happening without any more explaination from me!! Sooner o later she saw a clip from her so-called-bf hp … guess wat she saw?? She saw a 3-kap short clip!! A gal being rape continuosly by 3 men--- his friends!!! N who is the heroin??? Nothing more I shud explain!!! N worse—later on, her vagina feels uncomfortable with rashes..n when she went for doctor… doctor suspected AIDS and advised her to go for 2nd check up on HIV+ !!

To the heroin of this story – please go a check up to have further confirmation!!! It may ease ur daily worries since u r not sure about ur status!!! n it is very important becoz if u r HIV positive u must really start to take good care about urself, starting from lifestyle and dietary patterns!! N there is sth u MUST DO – if u get to c him back o his other 3 friends who did those to you.. u shud kick their penis with your heels!! Or use ur hands and squeeze them harder than u squeeze orange juice * for this—oni if u wear gloves, ok?? If not u ll dirty ur hand!!!

Please all gals..b cautious!!! Never ever be trust a guy fully!!! Especially those u ve juz known!!! Do not fall with their sweet talks!! I kno gals love hearing that *Even me myself also!! Hear n be happy for tat moment only. DO NOT trust all their words!! If U wanna go for date, fall in love..make it slowly (a little safer than u directly give him everything*), dun blind-fold urself!!! U know there are many jerks outside who are preying for their own entertainment!! N it doesn’t come to their sense to even care for u, what’s more for ur feelings!!! what they oni care is how they ll enjoy the moments of adrenalin flush with new gals, new body, new experience, everytime!!! Plus, selling urself higher n slower even make u more valuable and more expensive!!!

The state of H.y.g.e.i.n.e

2007-04-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

i would like to share tat i find very ridiculous here...everyday i go to d toilet at my cubicle (few rooms sharing ), i would never stop admiring sum toothbrushes on d floor or rather on sanitary-bin!! its rather funnie to imagine how d hygeine state of those students studying here..

CHECK out the ToothBrush and To0thpaste on the sanitary-bin!!

ehem, its sth so embrassing happening in a HEalth USM, which teaches the public to practice safe n hygeine life....sadly. the student themselves with border-line hygeine.. l0ok wat i got here, wat i meant is ther student who r future health profesionals. when they grad, they would b those doctors dealing with ur health (checking ur body, touching here n ther)..dentist cleaning your teeth..ehem..imagine how important is hygiene..

plus, how clean could a toilet be?? plus its a public toilet n not clean daily.. numerous, zillions of bacterias...i wonder how happily they will spread around....

moreover, check out this notes paste on top of the sanitary-bin... written "oni for sanitary-pads.."

hahahaha...it reli surprise me tat these students would know how to read d statements? o they never und?? o they never bother those notice?? hahahha...tis aso shown tat its useless to put such notice.. d management shud do sth more effectively instead..

obstacles of L.i.f.E

2007-04-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

what is obstacle-of-life??

haha..i believe when tis question rises..it brings nth but negative tots for most ppl... who would want an obstacles in life?? every1 prefer smooth sailing ships.. who want twister with thunder storms hunting their lives? i m toking general types.. all. from love-relationships, families, friensships, works to even health.

- not juz those station games obstacles, tho it sort of represent life obstacles.

- love relationships obstacles would either bring a closer distances o ruin d whole relationship. but it all depends on individuals in judging it. d most important is how strong they hold on to each other n d needs of being each others part of life.. (Maslow's hierarchy functions well here...)

- most difficult is those real life obstacles if u need to jump from brigde when u dunno how 2 swim...(either way ur chances of living is on par probably..)

haha.. but sad to say tat.. oni obstacles can reli help ppl learn. help ppl see from other perspectives. help ppl understand d reality of life. help ppl to cope betta with upcoming obstacles. n many more. God makes us grow stronger with these. it strengthens relationships n develops wat v call --- maturity.. hahaha... old la..

in short, d most important things came into d whole picture is a person's supports (no matter who -- family, friends, lovers) will ever hold u tight n never let u go..

juz as when v r toddlers, our parents never give up in us, hold our hands tight when v first learn to walk.. n when v r into teenager life..friends become important support systems --they back u up (ahhaha..oni for true friends tho).. n when u r aduldhood, mostly r soulmates who share both d burden n obstacles together (sharring not oni can reduce d burden into quaters' but also put u into happiness) .. n when u r old.. ur heart is as strong as diamond.. only if u go thru obstacles...

d.r.a.m.a FREAKS

2007-04-01T09:43:00.000+08:00

well..i m one of d drama-addicts. when eva i m into a drama..no way sleeps or shopping can even stop my way.. i muz finish d whole drama A>S>A>P!! love funny loving simple drama... simple can reli make my day ord..at least its d best cheapest entertainment for me!! if its from internet, its foc. if its borrow, its foc. if its bought..it cost bout 9bucks *pirated* but d fact is i never bought1! because drama oni can b seen once.. if u repeated watching it..it never gives d same feeling anymore.. no more crazy lafs, no more dreamy pools, no more plots-trilling excitement!!

i muz say tis is my current funnie drama..hehe.. i laf til cheeks numb!!

well, actuli i dun reli like thos taiwan love-romance-idol drama.. kinda bored with d stupid here there love story.. but i love tis bcoz of its funny slots..

plus i muz say they r reli gorgeous!! Check out their pretty dresses.. hahhahaha...

- c.a.s.e c.l.o.s.e -

a n.o.t.e

2007-03-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

serious look when studying.. scare anot? dun disturb me!!

finally..i able 2 blog ..probly after a mth plus? so sorrie bout it..ve been working like cow day n nite.. couldnt able to describe it.. mayb i m d so called secretary of prime minister??hahhaaha... so glad my sem is soon 2 finish...leaving behind oni memories of hot + notes + notebook + lost. thats d exact 4 words for my whole sem description.. basically life in usm is consider no life for kl ppl like me.. couldnt und y i able to cope tis far as well.. probly its my interest for d course.. no matter how difficult o how discrimintive is d place gonna b.. it wont b d Great-Wall!!even tho it is..i definitely ll fly over instead..hehehe...

Way Back into love

2007-02-17T09:21:00.000+08:00

i woke up today.. n tis song has been tingling in my mind since yday nite..

gonna love tis song if u watch movie n lyrics!!

tis song is betta compared to that POP song!!

howeva, tis movie is least than expected

..after all hugh grant is reli getting old..

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me throught the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Adam Schlesinger

universal love?

2007-01-31T21:18:00.000+08:00

recently i have juz learned sumthing from a movie entitle "battle of wits"...a concept of love..universal love...which means loving every1..it is called d ..mozi universal thoery - love of peace n blah blah blah..hahhaa but stil i dun tink tis theory is appropiate our current flow..universal love...spreading love to everyone around u.. show them u care n u love every individual..ur family, ur frens, ur neighbourhoods (ermm stil okla...) but aso to all ur communities, ur country n d nation..but how far can ppl spread tis love??? work r pilling up..own business aso not yet done...24hrs aso not enuf for urself?? then..how u gonna love others??

and tis also mean love every1 u c, u meet??hahahha..totally impossible..how can u love everystranger u meet?does tis include those robbers?pick-pocket?raper?ur enemy???hahaa..ridiculous...huh??no doubt sum ppl could fall 4 stranger easily..which apply to 1st sight lovers! but loving stranger would probly becoming d prey of sum carnivors out there!!wat2do-safety r so bad nowadays!! *all my dearest frens..pls do take precautious steps every seconds*

wait..how u gonna show ur love i mean..becoz u cannot jus say i love u.i love u.without showing it..w/o action in short, rite?? hahah.. firstly, due to time constraint each have, i tink every1 shud prioritiz their lovedones...every1 shud love sum selected ones..people who r considered important in their lives!! mainly their family n friends FIRST.. show them u care, u love them, help them n ll alwiz b there4them (ur loved ones), n make urself updating each others(especially if ones r damn busy)...dun let bu-zi-ness of work @ daily life make u lose some1 u love (here i meant not juz bout death but time of no-communication may cause ppl walking further out@ away from ur life).. all emphasiz on commitment, parallel to ur degree of love!! juz like work, d more u give in, d higher d returns..

hahah..eventho i agree if every1love others *globally*.. d whole world would b free of war n conflicts n mayb there wont b production of histo-based movie "battle of the wits" rite??hahahah...mayb to b replaced with *batter of love*??

flying the kites

2007-01-21T18:40:00.000+08:00

i was reli frus..after all i ve been sitting on d same chair for the past 10 hrs to finish up 1 typically ncp-report (its a kind of nutrition -patient report). well.. i was doin d whole same thing for the past 3 days..sticking my butts on tis typical chair from d time i awake til asleep..minus d time i down to cafe tapao for lunch n dinner plus toilet of coz!!.. hmm ..couldnt stand n mad at d report itself bcoz it never tallie wif d nutrient requirements!! tho..i kno i m real stupid 2 get mad at tat pieces of papers n calculator!!

haha.. so i took a trip down.. went jogging around tat golf-course.. wel..it was beautiful to c sky n greens again!! love them.. flying up in d sky definitely more mesmerising than opium.. i saw a bunch of kampung kids flying their kites.. its reli beautiful.. n its reli magnificient for a town-gal like me 2 c their kites- hand-made of newspaper!! even though life is simple with lack of necessarities..they live happily..smiling n running around, trying hard to re-fly d kites when it has come down.. as i ran across them.. i could feel their sense of satisfactory, happiness n life in their heart.. *too bad i din ve camera wif me.. if i could, their smile is those i would like to show* smile tat u cant reli c nowadays..

many of us never had change to play such simple things.. (well i did played b4 but it never handmade) n well i did made 1 b4 but it did never get to fly bcoz mine was too complicated with art.. so d idea here is get light n simple to fly.. fly wher?? fly above d sky...across d sea.. around the earth.. to c all the simple things in d world ..d sky d greens d sea d land of no 1...

well.. as replacement.. i got a photo of kids flyin d kites. eventho their smiles r definitely different

sharing sum articles..where our money spend???

2007-01-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

hey..sth i would like to share..i haven got enuf time2aculi post wats in my mind.. howeva..manage to quote columns.. hope it get ur tots rite!!

....with sugesstion f tax increases, toll increases esp in tat LDP toll from rm1 to rm 1.60 ==> 60%, petrol increases (uncountable in 2yrs)..everythin start increasing..our standard of living increases...stil d pay (salary) remains the same... life s reli hard here esp for poor ones...

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Malaysia bites back and industriously trades the insults
by Michael BackmanThe AgeNovember 29, 2006

MY LAST column on wasteful government spending in Malaysia (Business, 15/11) generated a furore. I received more than 600 emails from readers, mostly Malaysians (both expatriate and in Malaysia) and nearly all supportive.

The column was the most emailed item on The Age's website for six days straight and it was replicated in dozens of blogs worldwide.My personal website received more than 50,000 hits.

A Malaysian Government minister criticised the column publicly. And the Malaysian Opposition Leader issued a news release in its support.

The minister, Rafidah Aziz, Malaysia's Minister for Trade and Industry, declared somewhat imperiously that she didn't care what I said because I am a foreigner and I probably don't know much about Malaysia anyway.

Rafidah knows her trade brief like few others. Her knowledge of the complex rules of the international trading system, with its many trade barriers, is remarkable. In meetings with other trade ministers, she rarely needs assistance from minders. Hard working and tenacious, I once thought she might make a reasonable prime minister.

But her technical abilities are marred by her mishandling of other issues, most recently her ministry's allocation of much coveted car import permits. Most went to a handful of well-connected businessmen, including her own relatives.The issue exploded in Malaysia late last year and she was lucky to keep her job.

And then there are the corruption allegations. In 1995, in a report to the attorney-general, the public prosecutor said there was a prima facie basis for Rafidah's arrest and prosecution on five counts of corruption. An opposition activist later acquired official documents that appeared to confirm this. He was jailed for two years under the Official Secrets Act simply for possessing them. Rafidah, on the other hand, was not even charged.

Rafidah added to her remarks about my column that no Malaysian should say such things. It's little wonder that she doesn't welcome scrutiny from her own people. But then the idea that Malaysians cannot comment publicly about how their country is run but a non-Malaysian can, is disgraceful.Perhaps Rafidah needs to be reminded who pays her salary.

And as if to underscore my points about waste, on the day that my column was published, an assistant minister told the Malaysian Parliament that Malaysia's first astronaut to be sent into space next year aboard a Russian space mission will be tasked to play batu seremban, a traditional Malay children's game played with pebbles, will do some batik painting and will make teh tarik, a type of Malaysian milky tea, all to see how these things can be done without gravity.

The day before, the Government announced that a new RM400 million ($A142 million) palace will be built for Malaysia's king, a position that is almost entirely ceremonial.And the week before a groundbreaking ceremony was held for a second bridge between Penang and the Malaysian peninsular costing RM3 billion, a bridge that many consider unnecessary..( perhaps penang-ppl ll disagree on tis..)

but..

Where would the money be better spent?

Education is the obvious answer. But not on school buildings, for it matters less in what children are educated than how. And how children are educated in Malaysia is a national disaster.Learning is largely by rote.

In an email to me last week, one Malaysian recalled her schooling as being in a system “all about spoon-feeding, memory work and regurgitation. Students are not encouraged to think for themselves and they become adults who swallow everything they're told.”Even the existing system fails many. It has just emerged that in Sabah state, only 46 per cent of the students who had sat the UPSR — the exam that students sit before going to secondary school — had passed. One small school actually had a 100 per cent failure rate.But does the Malaysian Government want creative, critical thinkers?

Prime Minister Abdullah Badawi said to the ruling party's recent general assembly Malaysia needed to make students creative. But that means they must be questioning and thus critical; what hope is there of that when one of Abdullah's own ministers tells Malaysians that they cannot say the things that I can and hundreds of them write to me to complain because they don't feel that they can complain to their own Government?

Malaysia needs to do something. Its oil will run out soon and it has lost much of its appeal to foreign investors — recent UN figures show that from 2004 to 2005, foreign investment in Malaysia fell by 14 per cent, when the world economy was enjoying one of its longest periods of growth. One might wonder what the Trade and Industry Minister has actually been doing.But, while politicians from the ruling party preach about Malay nationalism, there are at least some who quietly go about the business of trying to secure the country's future. Not all of them are Chinese.

Two weeks ago, Malaysia's MMC Corporation, together with a local partner, won a $US30 billion infrastructure deal in Saudi Arabia. That's a huge undertaking for any company, let alone a Malaysian one, and just as well too — someone has to pay the bills.

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So wat u tink??

W.A.R.N.I.N.G

2006-11-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

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break for u, my brain! :)

2006-11-06T14:07:00.000+08:00

finally i ve a very short break for my dearest beloved brain n soul!! whahahaha... hahahah...cant stop loving it... yeah...yeah..i m hungry for holiday!! n its juz a week ... countable with my fingers!! hahahah... but i ve many things to do later... but shh... its all surprise.. n of coz to treat myself for being such hardworkin (tho u kno wat.. i did so badly in d past few papers.. i dun ve time 2 finish d papers.. sigh sigh.. but nth muchy can b done).. gonna enjoy movies.. but from laptop la.. here wher got cinema.. if yes aso..i dun tink i dare to enter... it ll b so dark?? hhaha...

oh...exam stress

2006-11-02T12:47:00.000+08:00

couldnt stand ord...din ve good answer to d question for 2 consequent papers.. probly i m not havin enuf conc.. o mayb too dreamy days... counting for 14th.. my heart juz not into studyin..but i muz study arr.. muz muz

so sick

2006-10-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

i m so sick now..flu, cold, fever,sore throat, cough....everything.. n muzcles pain..sighsigh..couldnt study coulnt go play.. but stuck at home.. i m like so useleess now..

Food for thought: Glucose

2006-10-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

The importance of GLUCOSE for our brain!!...learning and memory??

well...it has been question of mine and probly many more out ther... how 2be not so forgetful n have more conc??particularly when studyin..o workin on sth?? d answer is..u muz eat!! any 1 who dun eat.. or skipping meal.. o on their strict diet.. for sure is losing 1 thing = ur brain 's function. well..its not tat w/o glucose our brain wont survive..juz tat it ll b lil retarded.. n hibernate while it uses ketone bodies as replacement. (for ur info, ketone bodies is the oni sources left for brain to work..either than tat.. ur brain cells die.. Researchers have long known that glucose fuels the brain, so now i hope all my friends ll know too...

The key ingredient is glucose, which boosts people's cognitive performance, according to psychologists Paul Gold, PhD, and Donna Korol, PhD, of Binghamton University, and Carol Manning, PhD, of the University of Virginia. In research described in a 1998 article in the American Journal of Clinical Nutrition (Vol. 67, p. 764S771S), they found that it particularly improves people's adeptness at tasks involving memory and attention.

In addition, there are discoveries that learning tasks quickly deplete the brain's glucose reserves (but they are in rat studies tho). well..rats do have brains rite?? What's more, they found that replenishing that supply with injections of glucose helped rats learn more. but later researchers do these researches on human..n found a similar pattern in college students, but only when the students tackled a harder prose passage than the elderly group.

( The Franklin Institute Online, 2004)

til here..questions ll appear...What foods boost performance on difficult learning tasks and tests? Some swear by protein-rich eggs and sausage, but according to recent brain research, potatoes, bread and other low-fat carbohydrates are a better bet. n low fat CHO??? what it means here it is not simple CHO. this means it is definitely not a chocolate bar (fat stalls the energizing effects of glucose), candy or any refined sugar. There are other reasons not to use sugar to boost cognition. The effective dose range is rather narrow, with too much glucose impairing, rather than enhancing, cognitive functions.

hahah..tho..everythin muz b balance..kno wat u eat n how muchy u eat.. too high sugar level in our body paly many other roles and any imbalance may coz other complications.. so BALANCE is d key!!hahhha.. stilll...all d dearest dudes..for further detail...refers urself..i damn lazy wanna write ord!hehehe...http://www.fi.edu/brain/carbs.htm#brainpower...

sth 2 share!!! The cancer in your refrigerator...

2006-10-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

There's a chemical additive that food manufacturers add to virtually all packaged meat products: breakfast sausage, picnic ham, hot dogs, bacon, bologna and many more. This chemical additive is used to give these meats a reddish color so they don't look putrid gray (which is the normal color of weeks-old packaged meat). By itself, this ingredient sounds completely harmless, but when you eat it, it forms highly carcinogenic chemical compounds known as nitrosamines.

oh...tis means i shud stop eating delicious sausage buns??no more bbqSSSsss...

These nitrosamines are such powerful cancer-causing chemicals that lab researchers actually inject rats with nitrosamines when they want to give them cancer in order to conduct experiments! Clinical studies that monitored children who consumed this ingredient shockingly revealed a quadrupling of brain tumors and a 700% increase in leukemia. (Preston-Martin, S. et al. "N-nitroso compounds and childhood brain tumors: A case-control study." Cancer Res. 1982; 42:5240-5.)
Another study that tracked the dietary habits of nearly 200,000 people for seven years revealed that the consumption of processed meats containing this ingredient caused a whopping 6,700% increase in pancreatic cancer (April, 2005, the University of Hawaii, lead researcher: Ute Nothlings.

Nitrosamines are so toxic that the USDA actually tried to ban them from all packaged meats in the 1970's, but the agency was overpowered by the corruption and influence of meat packing companies. So the ingredient is still 100% legal to use, even though it is highly carcinogenic.
When you eat this ingredient, it results in cancer-causing nitrosamines flowing through your entire digestive tract, ultimately leading to colon cancer as well as pancreatic cancer. Amazingly, this ingredient is listed right on the label!

What's the name of it? Sodium nitrite. It's listed right on the label of almost every packaged meat product you can buy. If you own any bacon, sausage, or lunchmeat product, check your refrigerator right now and see for yourself. You'll be amazed that this cancer-causing ingredient is in so many foods you've been buying for years!

if u doubt wat has mentioned above? pls search on9 for realiable website... journalsss

it has been long

2006-10-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

ohhh.... it has been real l0ng since i wrote...reasons??? i havent been havent sufficient time to actuli sit down in front of laptop...tinkin anything to share... tho- all d time i ve been stucking wif laptops but doin asgmn n preparing presentations slide.. whoa.. tough days !! haahahah...stil - in blink of time --- i m reaching d end of d sem!! unbelievable!!!!

today is anoter mid-autumn-festi-day!! i would like to wish every1 happy alwiz especially on these special days wif their belovedsssss.. n enjoy d beautiful moments of life!! appreciate every mments u have... bcoz not every1 can have those moments...reminder :ppl then to oni realise sth when they have lost 1... so never repeat tis mistakes...

reli so fast time is passing..i remembered d last last time i had mooncake celebration.. at home- sri sinar wif sista, bros hahahaha..playing lanterns!! n mum made us a very special lantern from milo-tin!!imagine tat??its such a sweetie mummy.. love her so muchy...n miss u!! n few yrs back.. had small party in wenz house..wif all d old-time-4eva-buddies..my belovedsss whom all scattered around d earth now!!may u guys *winks alwiz... hhaahaha... n here in USM...our 1st yr mooncake-nite event.. which v were d presenters... n v are the audiences...

d old folk truth ...

2006-07-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

wat is life like when ppl r old?? ve any1 of u tot bout tis?? well...guess not bcoz its kinda long huh?? stil long way b4 v get 0ld?? v stil d 0ld-youth rite?? i bet time reli pass so so so fast.. how many times have v eva l0ok back d pass days?? tinkin when v were in secondary skol?? o when v were running around d huge space wif bunch 0f kids-of-ur-age??life passes so so fast... n in blink of an eye, most of us would b in whitish grey hair wif millions lines of experiences, l0okin at life differently...but how bout those oldfolks bein abundant by our pe0ple been livng their lives?? ve any1 of us tot so?? ppl r goin 4 woman rights, man rights, animals rights and etc..but any 1 heard of senior citizen rights?? o juz bcoz they couldnt reli voice out themselves *even animals can voice out themself -ex: dogs barks huh??but our grands dun* that most of us forgotten their existence in society (well...time is so precious and minutes r like seconds,...seconds r like 3 X 10^8 *speed of light;n they move reli sloww...it would take off our ages juz to take care of them...n taking of ages means pouring the money into the river) since comin generation r more educated *in d sense of calculation*, ppl become more calculative more obsessive to themselves, more selfish resulting.. impatience, and greed..

i came to tis government based old-folk home in ktan..which was my 1st real-life encounter wif old-folks who are all seperated from our world... most r locked inside dorm.. u kno...d dorm u r stayin in ur hostels!! even juz a day, 24hrs i would die of suffocation..eventho the oxygen supply is ample.. simply bcoz v r locked!!inside d 4 flat walls cubical!!.. sum of d ah ma there are left naked juz bcoz no ppl cares n flies were everywher lafing for d load of food given!! sum of them ve hair-lice which found in the whole hair of theirss...with yrs if history..d lice-hive was veryvery big..u can even c wif ur true-eye tat it was a time of joy 4them (the lices)

in short...who claim themselve an envirnment lover, animal lover shud alwixlove the people around u..not juz ur animal..but especially ur parents when they r old..cherish every moments u have wif them..n every1 u miss u love bcoz time ll nvr rewind again....

23:00 tomorrow.. i wouldnt b like now

2006-07-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

tinkin tmr ll b reli not-d-same nite again... while now i m kl..at home typing tis.. d tmr me.. i gotta b back in d non-other-place betta than lousy-stress-boring-prison... i m scare n afraid.. ppl mite tink..wats so bad bout ther?? well... nothing betta than experiencing it urself.. a place which 24/7 u juz got b either campus or hostel.. n tokin bout hostel..i m scare if i would move to anoter worser hostel..which ve cockroaches!! i wonder.. n wonder..*i shud b shouting n screamin all d time!! .. n i afraid nitemares will alwiz b haunting me n my sleep.. pray hard pray hard.. no murni pls.. pls.. pls... zishoukuiqizushizi. tongmiantingniquzishi. woqingzhentatazuqi. weimianzijiecianjiahu. namoshatonan. sammiausambutuo. zizenan. tanshitaan. zilizuling. tongmisabuohe

y d w0rld need superman??

2006-07-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

...Y d world need superman??

Juz yday..i watched superman..well – it’s a kinda-boring-less-climaxED but long-hours movie..2 n half hour..*for those who haven watch, remember to get a butt exercise b4 headin to cinema*.. alrite..lets get back to d topic…“y d world need superman??” during d show.. my tot juz flew away..flew to d news I heard lately, d chaos which reli freak me out, n of coz d article in newspaper I read juz yday..it reli took my mind away when my eyes stuck directly at d screen but not admiring it..I was watching it but I was aso juz tinkin if reli out of tis world ther r xtra0rdinary-human or v rather call them aliens exist in tis universe..as powerful n as heartful as superman..do ther?? O mayb they juz never sent to earth??i reli wonder..

So..Y d whole need superman? At least Malaysia does need 1.. if oni superman reli exist all ppl would live in PEACE *sum mite juz ask me - come on wake up!! Its d fact tat all tis chaos happening..ppl die, babies born.. to balance up lives on earth n if no-die v all would b drown in d sea coz of overloading*.. in tat case..sum ppl believe thos disaster happen juz to balance up our very own big-mother!! Do u tink tis is real?? Hmm.. I have nth 2 comment.. despite d unavoidable natural-disaster like Tsunami, earth-quakes, hurricane..etc…v have other minor-disaster (well..its at least major to me) …rape cases, robbing n killing, car accident..scams..hurting mostly those innocent-responsible ppl..thanks to those irresponsible, selfish ppl..for d good of themselves, they ruin others life juz for wat sort eva reason is..

look. .ppl fights for animal rights but on d other hand.. has sum1 eva tot tat even human rights r not-tat- rite?? Human like animals too…b d victims of another?? Of d stronger1..of d evilish1.. *tink a while n u ll find urself similarities* so wat can us human d0?? wif increasing laws enforcement.. ther ll b increasing cases too.. wif increasing campaigns, ther r more idiotic-fellows out ther..so probly, *those campaigns r reli effective in “educating” huh??*.. wat can I comment more?? Lets juz take d example of d recent goldsmith-shop robbery in balakong d other day.. d robbers killed 2 men n hurt sum..despites got all d jewellery he granted long-ago.. 1 of d worker got 6 shots directly up from his head..thru d brain n eye.. but not his heart..thus he din die on d spot..instead he had lost his eye, had major face distortations, lost lots blood n survived almoz 6 hrs b4 floating up to heaven..d 6 hrs of sufferin would b like 6 decades… juz imaging tat !! stm when v had a minor cut..it reli pain til ur heart..but compare to his..ouch…my heart reli aching now.. humans r reli vunerable…
how bout his family?? Oh..his wife was workin few blocks away.. juz few blocks away!! U can juz imagine urself …etc etc.

but make let it at least b d choice of d man, himself, d woman herself....

*alrite..no more time2bl0g...

juz anoter stupid fell0ow

2006-07-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

who m i refering2? of c0z d 1 who wrote tis la..
bc0z tis gal is juzz s0 stupid..

her last sem results was like shit...reli a mess 1...wondering how much effort needed sm0re t0 achieve d scholarship??it seems getting further away as d time get nearer..hmmm...m a supid gal..
during internship..alwiz aso blurcase..did lots of minor minor mistakes.. even simple things aso dunno how2do... like an idiot huh??type things aso can wrong..
failure 0f social-life...never kno how2socialise...dun even kno how2 tok nicely wif ppl..probly have tis syndrome called ... social-phobia...
t0oo straight f0rward..n blurcase.. so if ther is fire in ppl aso dunn0
n0t expresive at all..
brain-cells r depleting..probly tats y.. t0k like a kid(but kids r growing)..n stm dun use brain when toking...alwiz, oftern ther is thing event called--slip of d tongue!
... is a sensitive gal..to probs oni..tot ther s a prob when ther aint 1
forgetful......have real bad memory...forget things easily..never ask o even expect she to keep sth

real stupid..

w0rk . w0rk . w0rk !!!

2006-06-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

hmmm...i reli sick sick sick 0f her 0rd...fr0m tis m0n started...v worked like shit..nonstop!! ther was once v went tis tabika(tadika for malays) n it was very hot sunny noon...oh..i tink 40degree!! n i was sweating like mad..n drenched in sweat..wif d sun light bluring my eyesight...v ve 2sell d bo0k under d hot sun..while she sitting inside...eating n chatting.. i was sad. h0weva nearly d time v back..she did asked to join her eat..but d malay food they had reli not-deli-looking...n it looked dirty

17 june 2006 ..

2006-06-18T12:47:00.000+08:00

it was juz anoter day of sat-hol!! whoa..eventho it is juz an0ter holiday-saturday..but it is d oni day which is reli holiday.. whoa..its d oni day i felt i m having holiday!! but..it aso significant my ending 0f h0l..sigh sigh!! but i had great dealS today!!

= R0cK-ClimBing =
my 1st climb in camp5..it was an excellent experience..*cant stop lafing* hehehehe... i started wif th0se high high wall... but in need of a belayer ...well being a realreal basic beginner..i never kno wats belayer o any rockbing-scientific terms..all i knew was climbing up d rock-wall...not to my surprise- climbing sidewards is even more energy consuming!!nex..to add to my knowlegde...ther is tis thingy called belaying..which need sum belayz-qualification n which d climber can ve absolutely 100% of trust n commitment fr0m..(well, its kinda risky ya??if d belayer u r wif ve bad intention..then tats it!! u ll fly from the sky w/o parachute!!)... haha... my-1st-climb = failed!!reli very farnee la..i climb half way but have height-phobia...n when i look down...my leg began trembling ord!! wah... i myself aso shock...haha.. but after sum training..i m alrite! yeah yeah...n i climb a few routes..n made it up ther..but its kinda tough tho... wahahhaahah...

c0uldnt tink of an tittle...

2006-06-16T18:31:00.000+08:00

juz anoter office day...d differences were tat b0ss was there n v were asked to follow her to clinics...n in juz half day (5hrs) v went 2 klinikdesa... but today i was drowsy...sleepy..hoping i could juz have "d eye make over".. *u kno..wher ppl draw artificial eyes over an closed-eyelid..so tat i could sit n zz.. i din ve good zz last nite..it got worse..when she drove us ther..v were like sitting on a horse-riding car..*her driving skill = not stead + speed + emergency break!! n i saw lots of birdies above my head.. round n round..

well...nth reli special happened yday nite.. juz tat i was paused wif lil of excitement b4 i was able to zz...3 main xciting-reas0ns ;

firstly, i had a veryveryvery stupid experience of bakin a choc moist cake!! i din kn0 wat went wrong..d ingredients, d steps were all followed..n d cake look reli awful...blacky-shit-look..u kno..reli like those shit..unskilled *well..it was my 1st time- so i was forgiven!!but.. Y?? firstly - d funny thingy was tat d cake din rise well..it went downhill..*imagin a slide!.. whoa..i reli took hard time lafing..i guessed i did make sum world record for such baking... secondly - as i din put enuf butter-grease...1 part of d cake were stucked onto d pan..it reli spoilt part of d shape.. thirdly - w/o any experience of making fully-furnished-cake, i was real suck in cutting d cake horinzontally..it went sliding down too..*oh..it was a real mess. fourthly - d fudge i made was kinda watery.. so as i coat d cake..it all melt down like a melting-snow expect its black in colour.. In sh0rt - it was d wh0le making process tat i had fun..eventho it was reli ugly..but it was my 1st time for baking such cake..n such a ugly-duckling..but believe it would 1 day bcome a swan *if i alwiz practice la* ..mayb tis apply in our-daily-life too..practice makes perfect... however..it was delicious!! not too sweet t0o..n rich in choc!! whoa..heaven in its taste..well..it would b perfect if its pretty outside too... *too bad my digicam spoilt..couldnt show tat shit..
2ndly, d 9.30pm wah lai toi show had last episode..n it was kinda unexpecting1..n it was reli exciting to watch a trill n happy-ending..of coz! i tot it mite b sad ending..but delighted it was n0t..wahahhaa...n being a gal who r reli into dramas, tv, movies... i reli over-react!!i jumped..i clapped hands..i wahahaha non-stop..n daddy was complaining bout me..being too obsessed!! well..i din k..its juz those movies, drama wher those dreamy world exist.. juz spare me hours for me to imagine n happy dreaming such being in those world.. whoa..a lil of imaginaries can reli make one happy
3rd, was rushing my hypertension-pamphlet!! ohh... mayb too energy-consuming...wif impulses bombarding here there to queze d ideas out!! mayb tat was y my brain couldnt doze off instantly..

drama dungkie..

2006-06-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

in 2days... i finish d drama...ye man lai lai..it was a xtrem funny show...mayb it was reli fated tat in unhappy days watch tis drama..bout story of mother-daughter in laws..hahahaha.,...thruout tis movie..i rlei laf nonstop..n01 can put a st0p on it..it jus time of a life t0 laf like tat.. n m0not0nous life ll aso b lil col0urful dreamin of it..hahaaa... hohoho..hihihi...hehehehe..huhuhu..i love watchin dramas..

- i saw rainbow in d river -

2006-06-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

d green-green grass, tall tall trees, ree-ree river, crown camp-chalet r all juz perfect for an weekend runaway..

daddy had been urging me for an off-day for vacation wif family..felt very happy yet excited bcoz its family trip... i long for it ages ago.. if poss...alwiz ve famiy trips!! but not d same place4sure!!

pics;wif cousin during 1st kayaking ; ve u eva camp inside a big big hall-shelter?? v do!! :')

tal0o...after 10yrs, v finally met again...but u ve aso changed differently.. altho i din ve a vivid memories of urs..but i kno i had fun last time.. so did tat days.. for d 1st time..i went kayaking...in d river..i was excited n i kno how2swim but juz sumhow din wanna get wet..as i put my foot into d kayak, it was shaky n i started sh0uting like mad gal!! i was begging, sh0uting, urging to back to sh0re..but n01 even care!! they juz ign0red me.. even my cousin sista sitting in fr0nt 0f me...my dad fr0m d shore sh0uted "dun b silly..u back n0w n u ll never learn!!".. i tot twice b0ut tat..yah, juz a small small thing as0 back-off?tis is juz s0 n0t me... s0 n0t!! n i started rowing..0h..i was great..fun!! v went quite far away..!!! wohohooo...i l0ve it..juz tat my arms could feel d tiredness!!

kenyir damp is a very soothing n refreshing place2b...hhahahahaha...it was juz nice for us to enjoy d cooling breeze..*but it depend on d weather..hahaha..

ohh..i reli did saw beautiful rainbow beneath the silent river...

..our government nutrition month...

2006-05-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

finally d launching of d nutrition month done..ther r seminars which v were busy preparing..on n off...done!! a sign of hurray o rather d beginnin of d worse..i m tired. from those meeting..til d work on d day.. hahaha...at least i had sum fun than sittin in d room.. tis event was f0c..n v called 2 invite workers around shah alam area..tat's how i learned faxing..n doin those admin stuffs...then as d day was near, v became factory workers!!v got those souvenirs n door gifts ready!! but u kno wat??ther were 300packs...n v packed them..into a bag!! imagine doin d same things whole day...it made us d same wif any factory workers...wahaahhaa...but stil okla...at least i was doin sth rite?

pics: exhibition.. n part 0f d screening...

i miss u.. sri sinar *sob sob

2006-05-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

i miss u so muchy..i 1st saw u when i was stil tuglling my booster along on d arms of mummy..since then, u became part of my life..my childhood..my adol..my teens..n juz when i was becoming young adult..v said bye-bye..HOW COULD I NOT MISS U!!!?? u r part of my every memories of my past.. all i could keep now is juz sum pictures in my mind...

ermm...do i sound like a kid?? sobbing all d way..missing my lovely home..

y is tis matter seem to b gigantic?? i suppose..it is at least gigantic to me..my house now..nono i mean my ex-house now ve new owner...dunno4 d betta o worse!! i still tink i m betta owner..hehehe...d owner is my cousin sista n her family...
soso...d whole missing got worse when...v went back to ex-hse warmin d other day... sumore wif other relatives..aunties uncles commenting if v d missed tis hse..n interviewed us wat was our feeling back then... it was a sickenin moment lo..when my tears started accumulating,causin my eye-bag to look more prominent..i tried so hard to suck back d tears while tellin myself to smile..n luckily i managed to hold d tears...hahaha..hurriedly, i swallowed my saliva n walked towards d dark n cleared my eyes.. i bet juz a second more..my tears ll drop..

i miss u my deardeardear green aliens... when eva i pass by ther..i ll peep into ur hses..hopin u guys r ther to0...n imagine myself walkin from my hse to urs..tinkin if i eva ve tat chance again..but past r passed..juz memories tat remain...well-tat is juz 1 part of my past routine..which i miss lots..i reli miss u guyss...

...meanwhile..lets look at d beautiful side of life ..

2006-05-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

well, well...life is alwiz ups n downs..but d gravity of it varies individually... it depends on us..human to weigh each matters of life..may it b light o heavy..in short it is all up to my tots!!
however...one muz learn t0 b p0sitive bout life... sum simple ways of p0sitiveness...

The positive side of life

Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun every year!! does tat make us d same wif astronounts??
How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. in o 0ut??
Birthdays are good for you.. bcoz the more you have, the longer you live...n d more candles u can blow!!
Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left open.. till sumtimes u dun realise ur heart keep smilling..
Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollier than the people who have to wait for them? hahahaha... so msian ll b happier ppl?? coz punctuality isnt d best policy here!!
Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us... n memories of life... may it all b happy ones..
if Wal-Mart(giant, tesco, carefour in msia) is lowering prices every day, how come nothing is free yet? so dun b too sad if u cant get cheap stuffs...
You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person... o even m0re!!
Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.. bcoz it makes ppl happier...life more interesting!! hehe..*tink urself of d examples..
Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened...eventho it is a tough road.. bcoz if it din happen u ll not b who u r today.. at least now..
We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors....but they all exist very nicely in the same box. = means v all r special n different in a way but stil homo sapiens as whole..
A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery on a detour... hehehe..i do..do u???

- d pathetic her -

2006-05-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

i ar..on innternship..real idiot1....n my hol is real boring1...reli very boring..n nth muchy i learned!! unless admin stuffs currently...yeah-i learn how2use a fax machine!!wat u tink bout tat huh??? actuli tis intern wont b too bad if its not bcoz of my tat stupid boss lo...she real typical malay lo.. shitshit...real piss off with her...she ar reli discrimminate chinese1...esp us...tho malays she tok laf laf n nicenice gentle1...but me ar...she saw me..i was passin by infront aso she act dunno..everytime i c her aso mood gets bad..bcoz u can never predict wat she ll do nex..if she gonna scold u o not... n suka-suka oni she scold u lo..i can never predict if evrythin i do ll b ok wif her...o rather she ll agree wif it.. juz an example - she told u...do inform me everything u do o plan2do..n when v tell her..she once scolded us back 'i m reli irritated. can pls be more independent'...then juz yday...she juz scolded her for not showing her d survey forms..which i ord informed her i m doin b4 tat.. aiyo..wat she wan la..nowadays mood reli very bad...esp when i meet her!! give me a break la...

- typical "sing-ma" -

2006-05-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

my "boss"...d fellow who suppose2guard us..lead us, guide us...let us learn more things n most importantly..m suppose to evaluate us is a sing-ma!! but she is a typical sing-ma who tried to act cool n westernise!! wat a fellow.. tat i m exposing while learnin my way of mind-growing! oh gosh...she is a real-life disaster. tell u bout her..i m reli suffering..

dun tok2u nicely o friendly..alwiz like wanna ask for fight oni.. keep increase her volume when tokin2us but damn nice to her collegues n other malays internshipians which jokes n smiles ll alwiz by herside
ignore u. times when v pass by her n she juz walk pass u..wif0ut givin any eye-contact o smiles... tat include in d lift!! wat u tink??? v r reli invisible
loves to eat foc!! everytime b4 meetin, after meeting...ther ll b food-fest!! from kuih to nasi lemak to lunch!! everytime meetin..they ll ve food...n u kno wat.. meetin can stop half-way juz to eat n relax b4 continuing!! n tat meetin juz 4 hrs plusplus
likes to english-speaking n act westernise.. but she juz a typical malays
scolded us coz v sms her to inform her things as she is not in d office...she juz dump us in office..with chairs n a book n ask us sit whole ther readin that book..till today i ve had 4days doin tat!! wasting my petrol n toll fees juz to read tat book in tat table.. no computer no line no telephon..but oni table n chair.. while tat..she gave us lots of work...ask us find tis n tat...make tis brochure..total i gotta come out wif 6 brochures n when i gonna do tat?no choice..but home la..looks like workin aso got homework...
she is juz stingy of knowlegde... ther r seminars to attend..then she juz said..no u dun go..

... n probly outside from there, sumwher in msia..ther r more identical twins of hers..in our dearest beloved country..wat u tink?? wasting nation s hard-earned-money in order to feed thos excess HR in Msia-admin compare to the the people.. anyway..d main fact is tat msia-admin proportion of workers r muchy higher than d people with lower productivity compare to the private sector... so so so.. how their schedule works?? say from 8 til 5pm.. but wat i saw was... 8am-reach work. 8.15am- out breakfast. 9.30am-back work. lunch time is 1-2pm but stm they went muchy longer.. n ther r sum ppl juz sit ther n did lil admin stuffs-probly juz few hrs..then sit ther n chat whole day...tis is total waste of HR...cant government ve betta observation on their HR management??

... MISSES numbneSss ...

2006-05-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

have u eva feel like missin some1 so muchy n juz wanna c him, meet him..n d feelin of missin is c0nvertin into numbs... which so0n u juz dun feel NOthin..n it jux gonna b a chore of life 2 start missing n tinking..*on n off.. in tat special min n then.. u juz gonna go on with life..

ex-1..have any1 eva had tis feelin??..which every morning..u woke up..searchin 4 phone..to c if ther is any msg from him/her.. but instead..u f0und other unrelevant msges.. which u juz hope d sender-portion name n tel no have juz changed..but again..it juz d reality.. n so as time pass u get used2it..eventho on n off u may wonder if he/she is juz too bz *stm u understand tat they r busy but juz.. 0 havent been tinkin off u lately??

ex-2.. everything in ur life u wanna tell him/her..u juz cant wait to tell..but under lots of circumtances.u juz cant tell d seconds u wanted to..o even d day u wanted to..n so as time pass u juz forget wat u wanted2share n soon got used2not tellin anythin o mayb ll but not in days-time. soon... ther would b juz further n further time-gap between all of us *d ppl u care. n w0uld juz leadin our own life basically by urself n 0n-off-duty-role-ppl in ur life..

ex-3.. let u nex time..hehehe..

- tantrumSss -

2006-05-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

i m juz s0 mo0dy...wanna release by throwin TANTRUM juz2u...

s0 wats TANTRUM?? well well..accordin to sum definition..."A tantrum is an emotional outburst where in higher brain functions are unable to stop the emotional expression of the lower (emotional and physical) of our brain functions." N guess wat..tantrums r usually thrown by kids!! n people might show their tantrum when they are upset or bothered.. n i m now... mo0dy-with-unknown-reason !

hmm...it is normally categorized by an irrational fit of crying, screaming, defiance, and a resistance to every attempt at pacification in which even physical control is lost. The person may not stand or sit on their own... whoa...luckily i m not screamin o crying yet..not till d extend yet.. * probly will..if tat work continue d same o even worst!

in short..m i c0nsider thr0win a tantrum ??

- unconditional LAZINESS -

2006-05-20T14:41:00.000+08:00

being juz a normal human...my nature.. laziness!! i kno ther r things waiting for me to deal..to do.. but my soul juz lazy..wat i wanna do now is juz nothing.. but deep inside of me.. i kno i muz do sumthing... juz starin in front of u.. i m tinkin wat a boring life i m leading currently.. mayb tat s how faith arrange us 2 work together ..

lets say.. .TALO !~

2006-05-20T14:06:00.000+08:00

Tal0oo..my bel0ved bloggie. hopefully v ll ve good co-0peration in times ar0und!! do hitz me if i eva abandon u.. stAy c0ool.. ;")