YOUR SPHERE . MY SPHERE . OUR SPHERE

"You don't get to choose how you're going to die, or when. You can only decide how you're going to live now." - Joan Baez -

July 14, 2006

d old folk truth ...

wat is life like when ppl r old?? ve any1 of u tot bout tis?? well...guess not bcoz its kinda long huh?? stil long way b4 v get 0ld?? v stil d 0ld-youth rite?? i bet time reli pass so so so fast.. how many times have v eva l0ok back d pass days?? tinkin when v were in secondary skol?? o when v were running around d huge space wif bunch 0f kids-of-ur-age??life passes so so fast... n in blink of an eye, most of us would b in whitish grey hair wif millions lines of experiences, l0okin at life differently...but how bout those oldfolks bein abundant by our pe0ple been livng their lives?? ve any1 of us tot so?? ppl r goin 4 woman rights, man rights, animals rights and etc..but any 1 heard of senior citizen rights?? o juz bcoz they couldnt reli voice out themselves *even animals can voice out themself -ex: dogs barks huh??but our grands dun* that most of us forgotten their existence in society (well...time is so precious and minutes r like seconds,...seconds r like 3 X 10^8 *speed of light;n they move reli sloww...it would take off our ages juz to take care of them...n taking of ages means pouring the money into the river) since comin generation r more educated *in d sense of calculation*, ppl become more calculative more obsessive to themselves, more selfish resulting.. impatience, and greed..
i came to tis government based old-folk home in ktan..which was my 1st real-life encounter wif old-folks who are all seperated from our world... most r locked inside dorm.. u kno...d dorm u r stayin in ur hostels!! even juz a day, 24hrs i would die of suffocation..eventho the oxygen supply is ample.. simply bcoz v r locked!!inside d 4 flat walls cubical!!.. sum of d ah ma there are left naked juz bcoz no ppl cares n flies were everywher lafing for d load of food given!! sum of them ve hair-lice which found in the whole hair of theirss...with yrs if history..d lice-hive was veryvery big..u can even c wif ur true-eye tat it was a time of joy 4them (the lices)
in short...who claim themselve an envirnment lover, animal lover shud alwixlove the people around u..not juz ur animal..but especially ur parents when they r old..cherish every moments u have wif them..n every1 u miss u love bcoz time ll nvr rewind again....

July 7, 2006

23:00 tomorrow.. i wouldnt b like now

tinkin tmr ll b reli not-d-same nite again... while now i m kl..at home typing tis.. d tmr me.. i gotta b back in d non-other-place betta than lousy-stress-boring-prison... i m scare n afraid.. ppl mite tink..wats so bad bout ther?? well... nothing betta than experiencing it urself.. a place which 24/7 u juz got b either campus or hostel.. n tokin bout hostel..i m scare if i would move to anoter worser hostel..which ve cockroaches!! i wonder.. n wonder..*i shud b shouting n screamin all d time!! .. n i afraid nitemares will alwiz b haunting me n my sleep.. pray hard pray hard.. no murni pls.. pls.. pls... zishoukuiqizushizi. tongmiantingniquzishi. woqingzhentatazuqi. weimianzijiecianjiahu. namoshatonan. sammiausambutuo. zizenan. tanshitaan. zilizuling. tongmisabuohe

July 6, 2006

y d w0rld need superman??

...Y d world need superman??

Juz yday..i watched superman..well – it’s a kinda-boring-less-climaxED but long-hours movie..2 n half hour..*for those who haven watch, remember to get a butt exercise b4 headin to cinema*.. alrite..lets get back to d topic…“y d world need superman??” during d show.. my tot juz flew away..flew to d news I heard lately, d chaos which reli freak me out, n of coz d article in newspaper I read juz yday..it reli took my mind away when my eyes stuck directly at d screen but not admiring it..I was watching it but I was aso juz tinkin if reli out of tis world ther r xtra0rdinary-human or v rather call them aliens exist in tis universe..as powerful n as heartful as superman..do ther?? O mayb they juz never sent to earth??i reli wonder..

So..Y d whole need superman? At least Malaysia does need 1.. if oni superman reli exist all ppl would live in PEACE *sum mite juz ask me - come on wake up!! Its d fact tat all tis chaos happening..ppl die, babies born.. to balance up lives on earth n if no-die v all would b drown in d sea coz of overloading*.. in tat case..sum ppl believe thos disaster happen juz to balance up our very own big-mother!! Do u tink tis is real?? Hmm.. I have nth 2 comment.. despite d unavoidable natural-disaster like Tsunami, earth-quakes, hurricane..etc…v have other minor-disaster (well..its at least major to me) …rape cases, robbing n killing, car accident..scams..hurting mostly those innocent-responsible ppl..thanks to those irresponsible, selfish ppl..for d good of themselves, they ruin others life juz for wat sort eva reason is..

look. .ppl fights for animal rights but on d other hand.. has sum1 eva tot tat even human rights r not-tat- rite?? Human like animals too…b d victims of another?? Of d stronger1..of d evilish1.. *tink a while n u ll find urself similarities* so wat can us human d0?? wif increasing laws enforcement.. ther ll b increasing cases too.. wif increasing campaigns, ther r more idiotic-fellows out ther..so probly, *those campaigns r reli effective in “educating” huh??*.. wat can I comment more?? Lets juz take d example of d recent goldsmith-shop robbery in balakong d other day.. d robbers killed 2 men n hurt sum..despites got all d jewellery he granted long-ago.. 1 of d worker got 6 shots directly up from his head..thru d brain n eye.. but not his heart..thus he din die on d spot..instead he had lost his eye, had major face distortations, lost lots blood n survived almoz 6 hrs b4 floating up to heaven..d 6 hrs of sufferin would b like 6 decades… juz imaging tat !! stm when v had a minor cut..it reli pain til ur heart..but compare to his..ouch…my heart reli aching now.. humans r reli vunerable…
how bout his family?? Oh..his wife was workin few blocks away.. juz few blocks away!! U can juz imagine urself …etc etc.

but make let it at least b d choice of d man, himself, d woman herself....
*alrite..no more time2bl0g...

July 2, 2006

juz anoter stupid fell0ow

who m i refering2? of c0z d 1 who wrote tis la..
bc0z tis gal is juzz s0 stupid..
  • her last sem results was like shit...reli a mess 1...wondering how much effort needed sm0re t0 achieve d scholarship??it seems getting further away as d time get nearer..hmmm...m a supid gal..
  • during internship..alwiz aso blurcase..did lots of minor minor mistakes.. even simple things aso dunno how2do... like an idiot huh??type things aso can wrong..
  • failure 0f social-life...never kno how2socialise...dun even kno how2 tok nicely wif ppl..probly have tis syndrome called ... social-phobia...
  • t0oo straight f0rward..n blurcase.. so if ther is fire in ppl aso dunn0
  • n0t expresive at all..
  • brain-cells r depleting..probly tats y.. t0k like a kid(but kids r growing)..n stm dun use brain when toking...alwiz, oftern ther is thing event called--slip of d tongue!
  • ... is a sensitive gal..to probs oni..tot ther s a prob when ther aint 1
  • forgetful......have real bad memory...forget things easily..never ask o even expect she to keep sth
real stupid..