..our government nutrition month...

finally d launching of d nutrition month done..ther r seminars which v were busy preparing..on n off...done!! a sign of hurray o rather d beginnin of d worse..i m tired. from those meeting..til d work on d day.. hahaha...at least i had sum fun than sittin in d room.. tis event was f0c..n v called 2 invite workers around shah alam area..tat's how i learned faxing..n doin those admin stuffs...then as d day was near, v became factory workers!!v got those souvenirs n door gifts ready!! but u kno wat??ther were 300packs...n v packed them..into a bag!! imagine doin d same things whole day...it made us d same wif any factory workers...wahaahhaa...but stil okla...at least i was doin sth rite?

pics: exhibition.. n part 0f d screening...

i miss u.. sri sinar *sob sob

i miss u so muchy..i 1st saw u when i was stil tuglling my booster along on d arms of mummy..since then, u became part of my life..my childhood..my adol..my teens..n juz when i was becoming young adult..v said bye-bye..HOW COULD I NOT MISS U!!!?? u r part of my every memories of my past.. all i could keep now is juz sum pictures in my mind...

ermm...do i sound like a kid?? sobbing all d way..missing my lovely home..

y is tis matter seem to b gigantic?? i suppose..it is at least gigantic to me..my house now..nono i mean my ex-house now ve new owner...dunno4 d betta o worse!! i still tink i m betta owner..hehehe...d owner is my cousin sista n her family...
soso...d whole missing got worse when...v went back to ex-hse warmin d other day... sumore wif other relatives..aunties uncles commenting if v d missed tis hse..n interviewed us wat was our feeling back then... it was a sickenin moment lo..when my tears started accumulating,causin my eye-bag to look more prominent..i tried so hard to suck back d tears while tellin myself to smile..n luckily i managed to hold d tears...hahaha..hurriedly, i swallowed my saliva n walked towards d dark n cleared my eyes.. i bet juz a second more..my tears ll drop..

i miss u my deardeardear green aliens... when eva i pass by ther..i ll peep into ur hses..hopin u guys r ther to0...n imagine myself walkin from my hse to urs..tinkin if i eva ve tat chance again..but past r passed..juz memories tat remain...well-tat is juz 1 part of my past routine..which i miss lots..i reli miss u guyss...

...meanwhile..lets look at d beautiful side of life ..

well, well...life is alwiz ups n downs..but d gravity of it varies individually... it depends on us..human to weigh each matters of life..may it b light o heavy..in short it is all up to my tots!!
however...one muz learn t0 b p0sitive bout life... sum simple ways of p0sitiveness...

The positive side of life

• Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun every year!! does tat make us d same wif astronounts??
• How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. in o 0ut??
• Birthdays are good for you.. bcoz the more you have, the longer you live...n d more candles u can blow!!
• Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left open.. till sumtimes u dun realise ur heart keep smilling..
• Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollier than the people who have to wait for them? hahahaha... so msian ll b happier ppl?? coz punctuality isnt d best policy here!!
• Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us... n memories of life... may it all b happy ones..
• if Wal-Mart(giant, tesco, carefour in msia) is lowering prices every day, how come nothing is free yet? so dun b too sad if u cant get cheap stuffs...
• You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person... o even m0re!!
• Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.. bcoz it makes ppl happier...life more interesting!! hehe..*tink urself of d examples..
• Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened...eventho it is a tough road.. bcoz if it din happen u ll not b who u r today.. at least now..
• We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors....but they all exist very nicely in the same box. = means v all r special n different in a way but stil homo sapiens as whole..
• A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery on a detour... hehehe..i do..do u???

- d pathetic her -

i ar..on innternship..real idiot1....n my hol is real boring1...reli very boring..n nth muchy i learned!! unless admin stuffs currently...yeah-i learn how2use a fax machine!!wat u tink bout tat huh??? actuli tis intern wont b too bad if its not bcoz of my tat stupid boss lo...she real typical malay lo.. shitshit...real piss off with her...she ar reli discrimminate chinese1...esp us...tho malays she tok laf laf n nicenice gentle1...but me ar...she saw me..i was passin by infront aso she act dunno..everytime i c her aso mood gets bad..bcoz u can never predict wat she ll do nex..if she gonna scold u o not... n suka-suka oni she scold u lo..i can never predict if evrythin i do ll b ok wif her...o rather she ll agree wif it.. juz an example - she told u...do inform me everything u do o plan2do..n when v tell her..she once scolded us back 'i m reli irritated. can pls be more independent'...then juz yday...she juz scolded her for not showing her d survey forms..which i ord informed her i m doin b4 tat.. aiyo..wat she wan la..nowadays mood reli very bad...esp when i meet her!! give me a break la...

- typical "sing-ma" -

my "boss"...d fellow who suppose2guard us..lead us, guide us...let us learn more things n most importantly..m suppose to evaluate us is a sing-ma!! but she is a typical sing-ma who tried to act cool n westernise!! wat a fellow.. tat i m exposing while learnin my way of mind-growing! oh gosh...she is a real-life disaster. tell u bout her..i m reli suffering..

• dun tok2u nicely o friendly..alwiz like wanna ask for fight oni.. keep increase her volume when tokin2us but damn nice to her collegues n other malays internshipians which jokes n smiles ll alwiz by herside
• ignore u. times when v pass by her n she juz walk pass u..wif0ut givin any eye-contact o smiles... tat include in d lift!! wat u tink??? v r reli invisible
• loves to eat foc!! everytime b4 meetin, after meeting...ther ll b food-fest!! from kuih to nasi lemak to lunch!! everytime meetin..they ll ve food...n u kno wat.. meetin can stop half-way juz to eat n relax b4 continuing!! n tat meetin juz 4 hrs plusplus
• likes to english-speaking n act westernise.. but she juz a typical malays
• scolded us coz v sms her to inform her things as she is not in d office...she juz dump us in office..with chairs n a book n ask us sit whole ther readin that book..till today i ve had 4days doin tat!! wasting my petrol n toll fees juz to read tat book in tat table.. no computer no line no telephon..but oni table n chair.. while tat..she gave us lots of work...ask us find tis n tat...make tis brochure..total i gotta come out wif 6 brochures n when i gonna do tat?no choice..but home la..looks like workin aso got homework...
• she is juz stingy of knowlegde... ther r seminars to attend..then she juz said..no u dun go..

... n probly outside from there, sumwher in msia..ther r more identical twins of hers..in our dearest beloved country..wat u tink?? wasting nation s hard-earned-money in order to feed thos excess HR in Msia-admin compare to the the people.. anyway..d main fact is tat msia-admin proportion of workers r muchy higher than d people with lower productivity compare to the private sector... so so so.. how their schedule works?? say from 8 til 5pm.. but wat i saw was... 8am-reach work. 8.15am- out breakfast. 9.30am-back work. lunch time is 1-2pm but stm they went muchy longer.. n ther r sum ppl juz sit ther n did lil admin stuffs-probly juz few hrs..then sit ther n chat whole day...tis is total waste of HR...cant government ve betta observation on their HR management??

... MISSES numbneSss ...

have u eva feel like missin some1 so muchy n juz wanna c him, meet him..n d feelin of missin is c0nvertin into numbs... which so0n u juz dun feel NOthin..n it jux gonna b a chore of life 2 start missing n tinking..*on n off.. in tat special min n then.. u juz gonna go on with life..

ex-1..have any1 eva had tis feelin??..which every morning..u woke up..searchin 4 phone..to c if ther is any msg from him/her.. but instead..u f0und other unrelevant msges.. which u juz hope d sender-portion name n tel no have juz changed..but again..it juz d reality.. n so as time pass u get used2it..eventho on n off u may wonder if he/she is juz too bz *stm u understand tat they r busy but juz.. 0 havent been tinkin off u lately??

ex-2.. everything in ur life u wanna tell him/her..u juz cant wait to tell..but under lots of circumtances.u juz cant tell d seconds u wanted to..o even d day u wanted to..n so as time pass u juz forget wat u wanted2share n soon got used2not tellin anythin o mayb ll but not in days-time. soon... ther would b juz further n further time-gap between all of us *d ppl u care. n w0uld juz leadin our own life basically by urself n 0n-off-duty-role-ppl in ur life..

ex-3.. let u nex time..hehehe..

- tantrumSss -

i m juz s0 mo0dy...wanna release by throwin TANTRUM juz2u...

s0 wats TANTRUM?? well well..accordin to sum definition..."A tantrum is an emotional outburst where in higher brain functions are unable to stop the emotional expression of the lower (emotional and physical) of our brain functions." N guess wat..tantrums r usually thrown by kids!! n people might show their tantrum when they are upset or bothered.. n i m now... mo0dy-with-unknown-reason !

hmm...it is normally categorized by an irrational fit of crying, screaming, defiance, and a resistance to every attempt at pacification in which even physical control is lost. The person may not stand or sit on their own... whoa...luckily i m not screamin o crying yet..not till d extend yet.. * probly will..if tat work continue d same o even worst!

in short..m i c0nsider thr0win a tantrum ??

- unconditional LAZINESS -

being juz a normal human...my nature.. laziness!! i kno ther r things waiting for me to deal..to do.. but my soul juz lazy..wat i wanna do now is juz nothing.. but deep inside of me.. i kno i muz do sumthing... juz starin in front of u.. i m tinkin wat a boring life i m leading currently.. mayb tat s how faith arrange us 2 work together ..

lets say.. .TALO !~

Tal0oo..my bel0ved bloggie. hopefully v ll ve good co-0peration in times ar0und!! do hitz me if i eva abandon u.. stAy c0ool.. ;")