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April 5, 2008

F.i.N.A.L.S

FINALLY... it is time for finals for the final year, final sem, final exam for my undergrad!!

After this.. graduated with Bachelor of Health Sciences Dietetics.. i think i have honours with this degree... well i m actually not so sure about the title of my degree until i gotta ready my resume!!

hahaha...4 years of studies but dunno about the title for Bachelor!! Blurcase right?? i m wondering who have this experience as well!!

N this finals, will determine the final CGPA for my whole 4 years of sacrification of beauty, sleep, youth, play, and life *u kno..living in sang-ka-la place !!! SO... I BETTA GET GOOD GRADES, or else.. i ll be so sorrie for myself !!!!

Nevertheless... achieving good grades isnt that easy!! OMG>>> it is so difficult..
First: I ve already worked so hard til this far
Second: SUddenly, i dunno if my brain have enuf capacity to save all the knowledge that i ve learned...or ... auto-deleted???
Third: Its like i need some aims or Ummpp for me to study.. just so no mood!! coz i dunno wat shud i study..if i start studying..it would be 4 years education to cover within days???!!!
FOurth: GOd, please help me k!! pray hard that everything i know how to answer as the answers needed by examiner!! n i ll be very alert to think on the time of exam!!

March 18, 2008

love with heart

Girls are more stick to their boyfriends than guys sticking to their girlfriends...

HOW FAR IS THIS IS TRUE?? i seriously wonder...

frankly speaking .. i feel it might be true... girls feel with heart..love with heart.. act more with heart which makes most of the volunteers are women, teachers are women, caregivers are women..

have u ever seen an health care institute with more propertion of men?? or rather a man-nanny?? it would ended like the show "the pacifier" where men were protrait as unable to become a successful cargiver.. they are probably too cool.. selfish at times?? more carreer minded?? too rough?? because men talk with brain, act with mind and brain, love with mind not just heart, paktor with physical attraction-not heart... and the list goes on...

isnt it true?? even researchers shown that women are more emotional but caring with beautiful heart beneath beautiful eyes...

i ve a fren who told me that.. her bf got irritated when she pamperly asked for goodnite kiss..
actually in my opinion, the girl shudnt be so stupid asking for a kiss which doesnot worth her bf at all...
for that guy...juz a kissgood nite would not even take away 3 seconds of sleep.. ??

March 9, 2008

OPP vs CURRENT

V WON . U LOST .

FINALLY, malaysian ARE SMART enough to choose .. i would say altho, v cannot do all the demonstrastions like many other countries.. V DO FIGHT for our own.. MALAYSIANS are NOT some1 to b bully..

this time, the result really something really so sososoosooso unexpected... even the more experienced people from BN lost it... to young new faces!! i think our citizen vote NOT FOR the FACES but for the GROUPS ... some faces from the OPP are well-known for doing nothing than the faces from BN!!! but still... nations are furious enough for all the things that the past government had done!! wasting our super duper-hard earn money on some projects which DID NOT + DO NOT + WILL NOT BENEFIT our nation!!! the very good example is -- sending someone to eat roti canai in the space!!!! and with the amount of money of BILLIONS ++ can save many human lives !! DONATIONS TO ANY NGOs / CHARITY is even worth!!

or if it is as what is claimed by the government , that it is something international business in between, why not sending of more to education and health research funds for our nations!! i m so sure RUssia's technology is very advanced!!!!!





February 24, 2008

would you be there

Song Title: Would You Be There
Artiste: Redwan Ali

my current favourite song

If I were blue would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

Would you be there.. if i am away
would you stil think of me and wish that you could hold me now,
hold me now~ and would you die for me
would you run with me all the way Would you be there to save my soul tonight

Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away
would u be dere.. for me...



~~~~~~~~ love u ~~~~~~

January 23, 2008

True love vs love/like

u kno he is the right 1.. u kno u love him.. but sumtimes, it isnt about love only ...

is love more important than happie life ??? that d questions that many keep on asking ...
1st option:
do u go choosing a guy who u love most n probly dun mind sacrificing sum part of ur life for him..putting him as ur first priority ... after all ..is it worth ??? tat is true love.. u knew it so well.. bcoz little things happen between u both, u mind. u care so muchie bout him tat it hurts. sometimes doin nth but juz spending time together, u get so happie..but when a little wrongs, u get so hurt ..

o ...2nd option:
go for a guy who u ve love him but not very deep.. and yet u both are so compatible in any sense o way. he understands u, n communication is 100% effective. life is alwiz smiling n laughing .. he could cure ur sadden heart..

what do u tink ????

January 6, 2008

happie new year

new year, new life, new resolutions..new new new...etc

every1 shud b welcoming 2008 with smile happiness.. n at d beginning on tis year..every 1 makes new resolution --- i shud b happier... i muz keep fit.. i muz ve weight loss ... i muz be healthier.. probly some ll emphasize -- i muz b richer.. ..n so on..

but tink deeply..shudnt v b living our other daily life with those resolutions now n after, history of future.. MOST importantly present ...

like what Hits.fm has been quoting almost daily beginning of tis year.. never delay wat u wanna do today.. n keep ur resolutions everyday.. not delaying to nex year n nex..

thats it... do wat u suppose to do today..love urself n ppl around u ;)

September 19, 2007

idiotic MEN

Long did I wrote in this blog..have been busy n lazy to blog..ideas kept coming in..but I m just so so lazy. I admit that I m busy but juz blog for few mins shudnt be a problem..i can even do that when I m eating my meals, rite??? So it is juz my excuses, I guess..

Today I cant stand ord!! I juz received a mail… forwarded 1 .. hope it is not true but six sense tell me it is true!!! * gals siz sense r alwiz rite!! N besides, I m aware that all these things happened frequently --- which are screwing up gals’ lives!!! I wanna make complaint!!!! NOW!!!

The story : A 17 year old gal, who gonna sit SPM this year!! She was so naïve, cheated by an elder young adult – guy!!! They knew each other from internet (that s d bad sides of internet if u dunno how 2 use it wisely).. n first date – dinner then movie then---- pub!!n she was drunk.. not!!! Of coz..her drink was drugged! N till she realized the next day..she woke up in hotel.. *I m sure u know at is happening without any more explaination from me!! Sooner o later she saw a clip from her so-called-bf hp … guess wat she saw?? She saw a 3-kap short clip!! A gal being rape continuosly by 3 men--- his friends!!! N who is the heroin??? Nothing more I shud explain!!! N worse—later on, her vagina feels uncomfortable with rashes..n when she went for doctor… doctor suspected AIDS and advised her to go for 2nd check up on HIV+ !!

To the heroin of this story – please go a check up to have further confirmation!!! It may ease ur daily worries since u r not sure about ur status!!! n it is very important becoz if u r HIV positive u must really start to take good care about urself, starting from lifestyle and dietary patterns!! N there is sth u MUST DO – if u get to c him back o his other 3 friends who did those to you.. u shud kick their penis with your heels!! Or use ur hands and squeeze them harder than u squeeze orange juice * for this—oni if u wear gloves, ok?? If not u ll dirty ur hand!!!

Please all gals..b cautious!!! Never ever be trust a guy fully!!! Especially those u ve juz known!!! Do not fall with their sweet talks!! I kno gals love hearing that *Even me myself also!! Hear n be happy for tat moment only. DO NOT trust all their words!! If U wanna go for date, fall in love..make it slowly (a little safer than u directly give him everything*), dun blind-fold urself!!! U know there are many jerks outside who are preying for their own entertainment!! N it doesn’t come to their sense to even care for u, what’s more for ur feelings!!! what they oni care is how they ll enjoy the moments of adrenalin flush with new gals, new body, new experience, everytime!!! Plus, selling urself higher n slower even make u more valuable and more expensive!!!